Wednesday, November 25, 2015
all i want
all i want is..
..to be able do the things i love with the person i love
let's run together
would you like to be my pacer?
it's okay if you're slower
it's okay if you're a 10K
heck i can manage 3K
if it's you.
can you do that?
let's have a nature getaway
i don't know;
we might do trail run
why don't we trek the jungle?
oh if we have the time, we can hike the hills, or better yet, the mountain
let's camp somewhere with a view
that kind of view
you know, that.
if we have money, let's plan a trip
just the two of us
someplace that we would be able to forget
all the care in the world
relieve us from all of the burdens
learning one or two things along the way
which country should we go first?
i call dibs on that. haha!
it's a known fact that i'm such a weeabo
if i'm going to master Japanese,
would you support me through it?
would you not make fun of me?
when there's nothing to do at the weekend,
you would remind me about the movies that i've been wanting to watch that i've forgotten about
we would watch it together
because, well, you're also enjoying it
the way i would
i know you would
hey, let's talk less.
let's read a book
it's okay if we like a different genre
it's okay if our favorite authors have weird names
it's okay if i would never comprehend your taste
let's just sit and lie
lean on each other
in our own library
if we're bored of the things we do
if we've run out of ideas of doing anything
if we're too busy with our work
why don't we just walk
maybe at the mall
maybe at the park
maybe along the lake
just you and me
walking and doing nothing..
what about kids you ask?
to be honest,
i haven't thought much about that matter
i love kids
i am good with them
kids love me
i believe, when you have kids, everything's going to change
priority might not be the same
sacrifice is a must
they'll be the jewels of our heart
one thing you should know
i am bad at expressing
if you find me at loss of words
please be smart about it
and read my mind
be my telepathy
if someday we feel like we're bored of each other
you would remind me of all the good times
i would remind you of the funniest times
silliest things you did
we would grow old together..
where do you want to spend your old days?
would you want to know where i want to be?
that's a privilege information
i'll only disclose to you
if we've truly made up our mind
all i can say is,
i've spent half of my year there
i love the place
it suits my ideal of living
let's be old there
we have to remember
we have obligation
would you be there during my highs and lows?
no, the question is..
would i be there as well?
would we be able to support each other?
through hard days
through silly fights
would we be able to bear it all?
would the two of us..
.....these things that you, i and everyone want..
why can't they ever be real?
why do these only stay in the imaginary mind?
you can't always get what you want.
p/s: to you; which existence is yet to be known.