what the hell have i been doing these past few years?

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i can't keep being like this.

it's time for a change.

it's time for a plan.

things that you can't have, they are for a reason.

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i need to prioritize.

i can't do everything.

our time is limited.

i need to look again, think again, what do i want to achieve in this life.

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the way of thinking "get with the flow" is not right.

what do i want to be in the next five years?

do you want to be like him?

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anyhow, i need to stop.

try to.

stop.