cyber vs irl friends.

dalam dunia tanpa sempadan sekarang ini...

the way to interact, socialize is unlimited. not limited to people you've met at schools, university, workplace, neighborhood.

there's internet.

glad i found internet.

Finally I've reached this episode of Grey's Anatomy lulz!

I've been marathoning Grey's Anatomy since last semester break before going practical, after I able to leech a lot of US TV series from my friend, analyser. :) thanks dude. Smallville, Bones, Numb3rs, Dexter, etc there were a lot of series I got from him which had run for more than 4-5 seasons (took a lot of time to finish), and.. I decided to watch Grey's Anatomy first.

Now why would I want to watch this series?

INTP: The Engineer/Analytical Thinker

INTP stands for Introverted iNtuitive Thinking Perceiving.

First of all, find out which one yours through this website (need registration).

This is a theory made by Carl Jung, a psychologist also the apprentice of Sigmund Freud.
(I've read a novel called The Interpretation of Murder which have these two in it)

After doing the test, I believe that I am a INTP person: The Engineer or Analytical Thinker.

This is a long post. Read it if you care.

According to mypersonality.info, INTPs are logical, individualistic, reserved, and very curious individuals.

All of it describes me. I prefer logical explaination than fantasy/magical/nonsense. I am individualistic. I am reserved; I prefer to keep things to myself and be silent. And yes, I think I have said this in facebook, that I have the 'problem' of wanting to know all things.

Next, from typelogic, INTP people are:

1) They may venture so deeply into thought as to seem detached, and often actually are oblivious to the world around them.

Errm..the word searching for the (un)certainty tells it all..

2) INTPs will often correct others (or be sorely tempted to) if the shade of meaning is a bit off.

Raise your hands up if I have ever corrected your grammar or spelling. I always tempted to correct people's mistakes when I know it's wrong. I tried not to...but! I know I am not really very good either, but simple mistakes could not be forgiven!

3) They spend considerable time second-guessing themselves.

Ughh...

4) Mathematics is a system where many INTPs love to play, similarly languages, computer systems--potentially any complex system.

Ever since school, the only subjects I am good at are Mathematics & Languages (Malay, English, Arabic). I am not good in Science, History. I only score Physics & Chemistry when I put a lot of efforts. Biology? No.. no. The worst result of my SPM - B4! Compare to Math & Languages, I did not study much. Just belek belek nota understanding the formula and concept, and that's all. Damn.. I wish I could enjoy a great life with them again..

5) Games NTs seem to especially enjoy include Risk, Bridge, Stratego, Chess, Go, and word games of all sorts.

I do enjoy Chess, Sudoku, Sahibba, etc.

Continuing, ipersonic said,
6) It takes some time before Analytical Thinkers make friends, but then they are mostly friends for life.

This could be true. Usually, when I meet new people I rarely greet them first. Only, if I think he/she is interesting and want to know them, then I will.

7) Constant social obligations quickly get on their nerves; they need a lot of time alone and often withdraw from others.

Hah. Hah. Hahahaa.

Once upon a time,
"Hakim, weh jom kuaq. Men hanabi. Jom arr." said apersonwhosenameshouldbeinfrontofmine
"Pi mana. Malaih ar."

Actually, I refuse his invitation because he bores me. I know I won't be having a good time with him. Erkk. Don't tell him!

Yesterday, my cosmate also said that I like to be in my room doing my own things. I am a lone ranger. Yessss, I am.

It's not that I don't like outdoor activity. I do. But I like to do it with the people I like and I know I am going to have fun with. So..piss off. Erkk again.

8) Their partner must respect this and understand that this is not due to the lack of affection. Once they have decided in favour of a person, Analytical Thinkers are loyal and reliable partners. However, one cannot expect romance and effusive expressions of feelings from them and they will definitely forget their wedding anniversary. But they are always up to a night spent with stimulating discussions and a good glass of wine!

Blah blah blah blah blahhh~~ hahahha

Careers for INTP people:
* Artist
* Actor
* Architect
* Archaeologist
* Consultant
* Computer Specialist
* Computer Animator
* Computer Programmer
* Engineer
* Economist
* Forestry/Park Ranger
* Financial Planner
* Historian
* Human Resources Manager
* Investigator
* Investment Banker
* Inventor
* Interpreter/Translator
* Judge (Hakim, wtflol)
* Logician
* Lawyer/Attorney
* Mathematician
* Musician
* Marketer
* Network Specialist
* Psychologist
* Psychiatrist
* Philosopher
* Project Manager
* Photographer
* Researcher
* Systems Analyst
* Scientist
* Strategic Planner
* Technical Writer
* Teacher/Professor

Famous INTP people:

* Abraham Lincoln - American President
* Albert Einstein - German physicist
* Blaise Pascal - French mathematician
* Carl Jung - Swiss psychiatrist
* Gerald Ford - American President
* Rene Descartes - French philosopher
* Socrates - Greek philosopher
* William Harvey - medical doctor
* William James - American psychologist

WHERE IS THE DIETITIAN!! OKEH I KNOW. DIETITIAN DID NOT EXIST YET. I AM GOING TO BE THE MOST SUCCESSFUL AND FAMOUS DIETITIAN EVER IN THE FUTURE! ha ha ha ha ha haaaa ye le tu

P/S: I want you to lead me, take me somewhere. Don't want to live in the dreams one more day.

Noted by,

9:47pm, 24/02/11

chanz

Even Now I Still Think I Should Have Taken Engin

The worst thing happen when you are sitting alone in a room, suddenly out of blue you will have a reminiscence of your life, regretting your actions and decisions.

You keep asking yourself WHY and WHY did you do this.. Why did you choose to do that??

Recalling when I was a form 5 student, I've decided! I should have done Engin! And....in Japan! :P Well, my target actually is to go to Japan studying, and just to happen that JPA/MARA only offers engin course in Japan..

Let's palmface.

Pic credited to manga Ikigami.

I NEVER THOUGHT THAT I AM GOING TO DO DIETETICS COURSE.

If I was to blame my dad, no, he's not totally at fault. He did however encourage me to take food related course. When I said I want to be an engineer, he.. erm, "against it" is not the appropriate word..erm..he just being a DAD lah. He worried too much. He heard stories from his friends and took examples from their unsuccessful and jobless engineering-graduated kids, and he, I don't know, he just being unsupportive. Only seeing the negative sides of it. Only my brother supported me that time, but I never listen to him because..I never like him. When my father said to do a food-related course, (reasons that this industry is growing & people keep talking about food nowadays, thus food is important) 

I followed his suggestion. 

Plus (to make things worse), in the family, I am the most obedient child other than my eldest sister. My dad said so himself. These are his words,

"Yang selalu dengaq kata abang akim dengan kakak ja. Sebab tu gigi depa elok masa kecik-kecik, tak rongak. Dekyam, abang Asan hang gigi takdak, sebab tak dengaq kata!"

Okay, he always using these words to my headstrong little sister who is still in school because..well, she is a teenager! What can we expect?

(She is your typical teenager who idolizes the national hiburan industry too much)

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Back to the topic.

It is actually a decision of a last minute. I've heard of this course during a uni exhibition in the matric. It seems interesting when the person explaining it. So I put it in the third choice. After we got the matric results, we need to fill the UPU for the second time. THIS IS THE TIME WHEN I CHANGED MY CHOICE. I might say that it is a spontaneous action. I change it at the last minute. From third choice, it went to the first choice. I don't know. I don't know why. I don't know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That's all.

P/S: Wait, maybe because I decide things based on intuition? Perhaps..the explaination from this web says it all..
P/S2: dindiet agrees about me being a INTP.
P/S3: To darkartz, yeah I know, think positive right! :|
P/S4: Does this entry emo? No, right? Just stating the facts..No profanity languages here..

Noted by,

10:22pm, 22/02/11

chanz