people change.

what does it mean by "people change"?

i believe,

the phrase best describes a situation in which, in a relationship, the other party, has started to treat you differently.

turned to talk differently

even if they still care the same,

the behaviours have changed.

it's not the same anymore.

they just said whatever they want,

before they wouldn't talk in such a way

they would be careful

but now..

i believe, when this does happen, both party would realize it.

the state of their relationship

what has it come to be

why does this happen?

why can't you turn back to how it was?

..it's all because..

words.

words hurt.

the other person might not say it what he/she felt,

sometimes, your hurtful words..were killing a little bit of love in their body...love cells, i might say

they died, unable to regenerate.

unless..

both of you did something to heal it again..

even if they heal..

the scars were still there.

scars couldn't heal,

they stay forever.

didn't they?

people change,

and when it happens,

nothing would be the same anymore.

the headache(s)

kerap kali aku alami.

bukan migrain.

how to best describe it?

is it really just inadequate sleeping?

repeat

i feel like our life is repeating itself..

not just our life.

our world.

our universe.

they are a circle.

that's why the Earth is round?

rotating over and over again..

our galaxy?

my point is...we tend to repeat our history.

or perhaps, history will always have a way to repeat itself?

outsider

when you finally realize you are just an outsider..

what do you do?

dietitian #3 - medical ward

Kita Berbeda

So tonight (22/4/13), my dinner is different. Not like usual. Not eating alone at home or eating at my outlet.

I hanged out with my school friends. 

Giants

So I went to watch Jack The Giant Slayer.

No, not dragon slayer. Giants.

The movie was.....okay. Predictable. What to expect from an adaptation of folktale.

I think during my childhood, Jack and the Beanstalk was one of my favorite. I remember I read a picture book of it. I went to the kitchen taking beans, threw it away into our shower room hoping it will grow onto the sky. My mom asked me what was I doing, I said, I want to "naik atas". Silly.