and so it ends..

It is the end.

I am not going to come here...ever. Am I?

Unless...I continue my study..here.

My spirit, my determination has gone down..sedikit, after I listened to the stories of my senior who currently doing his Master's degree. It's not really that easy, dude to continue your study.


Tonight, however, the hope is getting up, sedikit, after our Prof Shaharum encouraging us especially Diet, Med Rad to continue study. Well, I heard before that Biomed people said he always encouraging people to continue study..still, when you heard someone telling you "GO FURTHER STUDY!"..that is enough for you to be motivated.


Want to know my plan when I get back home?


I'll try to be a RA first. Research Assistant. At USM Induk. And then, I will be able to get to know my supervisor, all the lecturers there, and then getting the hang of doing research. I could try continue my study there.


Let's pray that my plan would work.

And, let's hope that I won't waste my time only by playing games, watching animes when I got back home!!

Someone please remind me to stop being a hikikomori!!!

P/S: Need a Misaki-chan. :P

Sambung Master - PhD...?

Nak sambung ke? Sambung ke?

My dad keep telling me to continue study. I replied saying this field is not my field of interest. I wanted to do engin, something to do with math and physics. But I guess it's stupid to look back. Time to look forward. Let's say, I want to pursue my study (really? no). What topic should I focus on? It should still be something related to Dietetics & Nutrition. Tak boleh lari jauh sangat betul?


Honestly, I'm tired of this nutrition stuff. Mostly talking about prevention, eat A will cause/prevent B, guidelines, blah2.


Let's say I really want to continue study. Dr Zafarina said we must be creative about our research topic. So..I am going to do (fill in the blanks please). Haha. Actually, I do have an idea about what topic should I do. But I don't think it's a good idea to share with my competitors out there. ahak
(macam la ko betul2 nak sambung...)


Even if I decide to continue study, will I be able to get the fellowship? Or any sponsor to fund my study? My CGPA is not really that cemerlang... Duit oh duit.

Plus, will I be able to finish my study? Doing thesis?? My course is the only one without final year project, so I never have any experience. Wait, wait. Does doing a survey and make an abstract count?

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Ok enough of pessimistic talk.

Let us be optimistic like Dr Izzie Stevens.

"You will come through this!!"

gyahaaaaha. gojes beb. She is too hot to be a doctor. Every hot girls should be stupid and dumb! Well, I guess it just happens on the TV. IRL?

P/S: What we want is exactly what we need. But sometimes..what we need is a new plan.

Noted by,

5:04pm, 24/03/11

chanz