after you

i always wonder..

each time i came

each time i went there

what did you think about?

how did you feel?

are you happy?

are you excited?

someone new

you know how do a child be able to brighten a couple's life?

because it's new.

something new.

someone.

it's 2015

..let's play this "it's 2015"

it's 2015..

..and I'm still blogging.

rabu rabu

aku merepek ni takyah baca k.

Doko?

Roads Untraveled #1

jangan baca.

Okane #2

Money is not everything, but everything needs money.

That's what they said.

Minna!

Hmm.

camping vs interview

This week is another buzz week for me.


So...

Visionless

Back then when I was Form 5, I got a lot of dreams. A lot of vision. Things to do. To accomplish.

Now. Nada. Nothing. Betsuni.

Visionless.

How did I become like this?

I guess....it's because I took Dietetics...

Maybe.

Huuh.

:mengeluh:

Dear Hakim

So...I found a way to communicate with people from other universe. It's a world like ours, there is Hakim as well. Only difference is he might have taken other path in life.

Bersediakah Aku?

Bersediakah aku?

Hendak menempuh alam pekerjaan ni.

Sibuk cari kerja. Kononnya nak kerja. Sedangkan kat rumah terlalu rasa selesa. Zon selesa. Macam katak. kero kero~

Oh Fesbuk

Fesbuk.

Laman sosial maya. Tak real. Tapi berguna.

Pernah tak korang tetiba jumpa kawan sekolah rendah korang yang dah lama tak jumpa, korang pernah jumpa sekali je pada tahun 2006 dan setelah 5 tahun korang rasa korang ternampak dia di stesen bas, cuma korang rasa dia macam lain dari 5 tahun lepas. Kurus, dan lebih kacak. Korang tak pasti nak tegur ke tak. Sebab kalau korang tegur kang nanti...sama ada jadi seperti situasi di bawah.

mumblejumblerumble #1 - the unproductive & lackadaisical state

what is mumble? according to thefreedictionay by farlex,

1. to speak words indistinctly, as by lowering the voice or partially closing the mouth.
2. to chew food slowly or ineffectively, as if with the gum

okeh. jumblerumble is just a wordplay. daah. there will be another random entry like this, so I might as well explain it right now!!

to make me looked like i am mumbling, i will use lower cases for all of the alphabets here!!

Memilihkah saya?

Baru balik dari walk-in interview kat USM Induk.

Fuh banyaknya company mai.

Awat semuanya nak engineer???

Pergi isi borang then pi interview.

Terjumpa la rakan-rakan, kenalan masa matrik Penang yang semuanya engin grad.

Setelah bercerita pasal kawan2 lain mana menghilang, aku tanya:

Rambut 2

Gua sudah potong rambut.

Rambut

Rambut saya sekarang sangat serabai.


Sangat panjang.


Saya nak try tengok setakat mana rambut ini, sejauh mana rambut jejaka kacak ini boleh pergi.


Tiap-tiap hari saya guna syampu tahu. Katanya syampu tu ada efek meluruskan rambut. Tapi tak straight straight jugak. Tipu. Belacan! cehh

Rasanya kena pakai hair product macam Dr Derek Shepherd ar. Baru boleh dipanggil Mr McDreamy ke, McSanji ke, gagagaaaa....


Jangan McDonald sudah....


sekian nukilan super random malam ini

I choose you, Piplup!

Gua sedang main game Pokemon sekarang.

Pokemon Pearl.

Generasi keempat pokemon.

Gua dah main pokemon sejak dari generasi satu lagi.

Sejak dari Pokemon Blue, Crystal, dan Ruby gua suka main water type pokemon.

ABPH Yang Pointless, Senseless, etc etc

Aku tak nak cakap dari segi agama yang hiburan melalaikan blah blah. That is unarguable.

Aku nak cakap betapa pointless nya anugerah ni. Senseless, bak kata AKFG.

Why?

Kalau setiap tahun orang yang sama je menang. Baik tak payah. Rabbani. FBI. Fafau.

zzzz

Bosan amat.

Terutama sekali Rabbani. Aku lost count berapa banyak kali dorang dah menang. Sejak aku kecik minum botol susu (okay exaggerated terlebih) Rabbani je yang menang.


Bagi la peluang kat artis nasyid aka boy band lain (sarcasm sarcasm) yang tengah melonjak naik cuba nak jadi popular jugak! Artis nasyid dengan nama tak boleh blah tuu...Ok fine, it's nice! lulz


Aku respek Siti Nurhaliza kerana humility yang ditunjukkannya dengan menarik diri dari ABPH neh.


Lain kali panggil artis luar cam YUI ke, AKFG ke, Arashi ke, SNSD ke (okay aku taktau artis KPOP sangat) jadi calon anugerah ni, baru la maju sket industri hiburan negara!! hua hua hua.

Bukan ada ke kategori artis luar negara sebelum ni? Ada ke? Kalo takdak pon buat baru. Dorang ni taktau ke kat Malaysia ni ramai KPOP-tard. Depa yang paling popular tau tak? Talk about tak alert dengan berita semasa huh? Ha Maher Zain ka.

Dan saya tidak pun menonton acara ni kat TV. Hanya updated melalui twitter.

Ini antara karutan terlampau saya pernah buat. Minta maap. bye sambung buat kerja.

Noted by,

10:59pm, 03/04/11

chanz

Sambung Master - PhD...?

Nak sambung ke? Sambung ke?

My dad keep telling me to continue study. I replied saying this field is not my field of interest. I wanted to do engin, something to do with math and physics. But I guess it's stupid to look back. Time to look forward. Let's say, I want to pursue my study (really? no). What topic should I focus on? It should still be something related to Dietetics & Nutrition. Tak boleh lari jauh sangat betul?


Honestly, I'm tired of this nutrition stuff. Mostly talking about prevention, eat A will cause/prevent B, guidelines, blah2.


Let's say I really want to continue study. Dr Zafarina said we must be creative about our research topic. So..I am going to do (fill in the blanks please). Haha. Actually, I do have an idea about what topic should I do. But I don't think it's a good idea to share with my competitors out there. ahak
(macam la ko betul2 nak sambung...)


Even if I decide to continue study, will I be able to get the fellowship? Or any sponsor to fund my study? My CGPA is not really that cemerlang... Duit oh duit.

Plus, will I be able to finish my study? Doing thesis?? My course is the only one without final year project, so I never have any experience. Wait, wait. Does doing a survey and make an abstract count?

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Ok enough of pessimistic talk.

Let us be optimistic like Dr Izzie Stevens.

"You will come through this!!"

gyahaaaaha. gojes beb. She is too hot to be a doctor. Every hot girls should be stupid and dumb! Well, I guess it just happens on the TV. IRL?

P/S: What we want is exactly what we need. But sometimes..what we need is a new plan.

Noted by,

5:04pm, 24/03/11

chanz