seru namamu

termimpi

satu ketika itu
kau dan aku
indah.

semalam aku termimpi
kisah baru tentang kita

ku lihat engkau
bukan seperti biasa

ku tunggu
engkau hampiri ku

ku seru namamu
tiada sahutan
tiada peduli

cuma tiada

ku tertanya
kenapa
adakah kisah kita telah luput

hilang dari ingatanmu
hilang erti
hilang segala

akhirnya dia khabarkan
engkau bukan engkau

terbangkit dari lena
hanya untuk menyedari
akan hakikat

kita tidak lagi bersama.

outsider

when you finally realize you are just an outsider..

what do you do?

moments

saat kita bersama tidak selamanya.

masa kan berlalu.

ke depan.

takkan diundur.

betapa aku mahu waktu terhenti

frozen

agar saat indah itu selamanya begini.

berulang-ulang.

pusing dan pusing semula.

kekal.

kau dan aku.

bersama.

our beautiful moments.

why can't it stay forever.

shin splint and running

apa itu shin splint?

ha senang cerita tulang tibia kat kawasan shin muscle tu overstressed....huhu common runner's injury.

last marathon, seremban marathon, aku ada masalah ini.

congratulations.

to whom it may concern,

omedetou.

happy for you.

shiawase ni naru yo.

uh huh. i remember i congratulated someone on the same day. but for a different achievement.

after i cheered him for his achievement, then i wonder, when will i be like him?

need to train my muscle strength if i ever want to win a race.

oh also about this other thing.

the next step.

hmmmm.

my dad said, don't think about it too much. it'll come to you when it's time. right. :)

i'm not yours

you can't expect people to be always with you.

not unless you're married.

even so, love doesn't own.

each individual is free.

of their own will.

you can't push people to be of your favor.

don't expect people to be following whatever you need, you ask, you want.

each person have their own desires, wants and needs.

they are not always the same with you.

naturally, people should love themselves more than anything else.

appreciate your own self.

don't be reliable on others.

don't blindly follow others.

you may put others before yourself, but learn to love yourself as well.

loving yourself doesn't necessarily mean selfishness.

there are time for everything.

keep yourself at your own will.

be of your own judgment.

your own decision.

be yourself.

it's your life.

not them.