Thursday, February 2, 2017
i am glad of what i have now.
i've been blessed.
i'm still learning..over time and time.
how do i deal with this kind of thing.
how do i deal with this "happiness"
how do i act each time i won't get it.
whatever it is that i wanted.
things like this...been repeating.
ever since then.
same kind of thing, different setting, different people.
do i blame the hormones?
for making me happy?
for making me depressed later on?
that the people that i met,
they're all worth it.
moga kita tetap bertemu dan bersama di syurga sana.
Monday, August 29, 2016
Tuesday, June 14, 2016
Sunday, March 13, 2016
Sunday, March 6, 2016
being number one or three?
you are alone.
in a race, in a competition, you may have won, but you are, alone.
your rivals despised you
did runner-up and second runner-up truly shake your hands as an act of honor?
despite how professional they are,
they might have felt it,
i hated you.
hated your guts.
Friday, February 26, 2016
what does it mean by "people change"?
the phrase best describes a situation in which, in a relationship, the other party, has started to treat you differently.
turned to talk differently
even if they still care the same,
the behaviours have changed.
it's not the same anymore.
they just said whatever they want,
before they wouldn't talk in such a way
they would be careful
i believe, when this does happen, both party would realize it.
the state of their relationship
what has it come to be
why does this happen?
why can't you turn back to how it was?
..it's all because..
the other person might not say it what he/she felt,
sometimes, your hurtful words..were killing a little bit of love in their body...love cells, i might say
they died, unable to regenerate.
both of you did something to heal it again..
even if they heal..
the scars were still there.
scars couldn't heal,
they stay forever.
and when it happens,
nothing would be the same anymore.