Followers

Wednesday, June 14, 2023

because you were there




i know.

you put a smile on your face

each time you saw me

is it because you hate sadness?

because you're always the one

to see my sorrow

to see my hopelessness

to see my loneliness

of all, you were there

so thank you

for bringing me up

when i fall





Thursday, January 17, 2019

life.


i thought about it.

deeply.

the reasons we met people.

and how would they cause such big impact in your life.

....

Thursday, February 2, 2017

i want to be happy.



of everything..

i am glad of what i have now.

since then,

i've been blessed.

syukur alhamdulillah.

i'm still learning..over time and time.

how do i deal with this kind of thing.

how do i deal with this "happiness"

how do i act each time i won't get it.

whatever it is that i wanted.

things like this...been repeating.

ever since then.

same kind of thing, different setting, different people.

do i blame the hormones?

for making me happy?

for making me depressed later on?

in time,

i'll learn.

that the people that i met,

they're all worth it.

....

moga kita tetap bertemu dan bersama di syurga sana.

Monday, August 29, 2016

Tuesday, June 14, 2016

Sunday, March 13, 2016

after you


i always wonder..

each time i came

each time i went there

what did you think about?

how did you feel?

are you happy?

are you excited?

Sunday, March 6, 2016

one or three


what's worse..

being number one or three?

one,

you are alone.

in a race, in a competition, you may have won, but you are, alone.

your rivals despised you

did runner-up and second runner-up truly shake your hands as an act of honor?

salute you?

despite how professional they are,

they might have felt it,

i hated you. 

hated your guts.

envy.