Monday, August 29, 2016
Tuesday, June 14, 2016
Sunday, March 13, 2016
Sunday, March 6, 2016
being number one or three?
you are alone.
in a race, in a competition, you may have won, but you are, alone.
your rivals despised you
did runner-up and second runner-up truly shake your hands as an act of honor?
despite how professional they are,
they might have felt it,
i hated you.
hated your guts.
Friday, February 26, 2016
what does it mean by "people change"?
the phrase best describes a situation in which, in a relationship, the other party, has started to treat you differently.
turned to talk differently
even if they still care the same,
the behaviours have changed.
it's not the same anymore.
they just said whatever they want,
before they wouldn't talk in such a way
they would be careful
i believe, when this does happen, both party would realize it.
the state of their relationship
what has it come to be
why does this happen?
why can't you turn back to how it was?
..it's all because..
the other person might not say it what he/she felt,
sometimes, your hurtful words..were killing a little bit of love in their body...love cells, i might say
they died, unable to regenerate.
both of you did something to heal it again..
even if they heal..
the scars were still there.
scars couldn't heal,
they stay forever.
and when it happens,
nothing would be the same anymore.
what were you trying to achieve?
all these while, you have been selfless.
you didn't think about yourself
you thought that being together was what matter
you thought that the short time was enough
rather than doing anything else,
you believed it's worthwhile
just to be able to be with you
Thursday, February 25, 2016
i am an introvert.
introverts, usually are not interested in talking.
or social interaction.
doesn't mean they couldn't talk
they would talk endlessly if it's involving interesting matter, for them.
because they tend to not talk,
they tend to be in reclusive manner.
people might perceive them as arrogant, shy, unfriendly, and anti-social
that's just how they are, we are, i am.
kind of pathetic.
what they don't know though,
we're like that because you, you and you are not worth their time.
you talk shit about silly things