recently, while managing my yahoo email account, deleting all spam emails, reading subscribing thing and that, bla2..i found this forwarded email which said:
" Cuba Kira Klu Terror...
> > DALAM BAS ADA 7 ORG AWEKS (PEREMPUAN CANTIK),
> > SETIAP ORANG BAWAK 7 BEGS..
> > DALAM SETIAP BEGS ADA 7 EKOR KUCING BETINA,
> > SETIAP EKOR KUCING BETINA ADA 7 EKOR ANAK KUCING...
> > SETIAP EKOR KUCING ADA 4 KAKI...
> > SO, BERAPA KAKI ADA DALAM BAS...
> > NO TRICK TAWWW... INI TAK MASUK KAKI DRIVER BAS YER....
> > BILANGAN KAKI ADALAH PASSWORD UTK FILE DI BAWAH
> > KALO DPT BUKAK TGK LA NAMA2 ORG YG TERER DAN SESAPA YG TERER BOLE ISI NAMA
> > DAN SEND KAT ORG YG TAK TERER...
SELAMAT MENCUBA!!! "
at first, i don't really give a damn about this email, i mean, for the first attempt, i try to solve it and... FAIL, but i dont really feel the challenge. well, at that time i am busy with programs & assignments..so dont have time & dont really care. actually i got this email a long time ago. but then, now i try to solve this once again..
looking around, cannot find my beloved scientific calculator fx-570ms, (which i rarely use it in here, usmkk!!!!) i decide to calculate by hands. yeah..a pen and a paper is enough. so.. thinking & calculating.. i stil fail to unlock the file.. then, i look back at my calculation.. erm,, where do i go wrong? i wonder.. so i revise.. and.. OMG!
49 x 7 = 336?! this is so wrong...!! because it should be 343! hoho.. i know why. it's because i thought that 9 x 7 = 56... LOL. stupid mistake we say.
then i calculate again, (by hands, congak2 of course..) and, yattaaa! unlocking the file~~ success!
however, even i manage to solve it.. i start to wonder what happened to me.. what has happen to my mind.. my math knowledge..i think that i really have forgotten a lot about math..oh..this sucks.. "this occured because u rarely use that math knowledge of yours!!" i said to myself~~ but maybe it's just because i recklessly calculating, yeah. multiply it wrong.. dunno which was it. BUT, from my experience at school & matrix, frankly said i never do wrong in multiplying..yeah. eventhough we use calculator a lot, when i calculate things congak2, i still multiply it right.
now after realizing that i still manage to solve that so-so twisting math question, i wonder whether my decision to take dietetics course is the right one or not.. i still wonder, in dilemma since i'm in first year. "is this really what i want to do? is this my path? is this my destiny or..what is it actually???" i still not sure about this. do i enjoy that cooking thingy, learning about food stuff? duh.... i dunno. i just moving on. let it go. just finish what u started i said.
if talking about my soul, yeah. it will go to.. engin. i really should have done ENGIN!!!! dammmit. my soul said. but, if talking about the rational of job availability, others experience in engin, the toughness of engin, blah2.. u really should do dietetics.... am i escaping, running away from challenge? i'm not sure of myself..
some may say i'm talking nonsense here.. but this is the only way i can express my feelings, my problems.. so bare with it. even if u r bored with this, i dont really care anyway~~
now moving forward to sem 2 in year 2 diet.. i think that i should just do good in exam... complete assignment well, get some good pointer... and who knows.. maybe i develop interest in this job, in the future.. (yeah, heck it will?)
i guess i really should blame Sanji... why does he should be a chef, the immatured me in the past wanna be like Sanji... i am hontou ni baka for trying to be someone else.. be urself is better, isnt it?
P/S: the title of this post is Nyaaa!! because i just substitute the sound of cat "meow" (the title of the file i get is meow) into japanese one.. fyi, cat sounds "nya" for japanese people.