the "DON'T" want to..

I don't want to take Dietetics course...
yeah, for sure. I took this course just because of this saying of my father, "take a food related course!! Engineering?! not advisable..see, many friends of mine took engineering - either they change their career because too tired, or they fail during study period..and plus food industry is always progressing..more people will consume many variety of food, and want advise of it..blah2..I'm afraid you do not get job if you take engineering...lot of engin graduates out there are unemployed..n more n more reason..." (kinda weird when I try to translate what he said..XP)

but hey, I like Math & Languages. I mean, it's my field. I love to solve the problems of math, using the formula and apply them..they are structured to be like that. I mean, they are something that..you know, uh..they are fun!! It's like they have principles. To solve them, you need to think, remember the formula and know well how to use them. yeah. They are also challenging. Some are really hard questions. You need to think hard. Until then if you manage to solve it, you will feel like - Yattaaa!! Hurray!

and languages are also fun. you need to learn the grammar. how they will be applied in the sentence. the pronunciation..the principles..I really want to learn Japanese language for now.. and the other thing about them is..they are easy to learn!! XD. I don't know why others find it hard to learn them and they perform bad in exam for these subjects..

compare to..you know - Biology thingy. you need to read. yeah. Read a lot. Understand the process, know the facts..blah2. I dunno why. It's not that I hate to read. I love to read. I know by reading we get knowledge. But, not this. Need to read something that is well planned. Something that is in the book. I choose to read freely. Read without worrying "should i finish this one by today?". just read whatever I want. XD. And I dont know about others, I always think by reading you are not using much of your brain. You just memorize. You got the knowledge. You keep it in your mind. And maybe, you will apply them in your life. You just read. You are doing nothing but read. The only challenge there is to understand WTH is that? WTF is this word? Furthermore in exam, you just need to write back whatever you have memorized..So, if you do not read them, you cant answer. hence, where is the challenge? You just need to read ma...it's nothing. i repeat, NOTHING!

Usually, I get tired by just reading the lecture note....uahhh. sleepy. But sometimes if I found a new, fun knowledge, I enjoy.

That's why I don't really fit here. I mean, here. USM KK. I don't fit with people here. Compare to when I was in matrix, it's fun to know a lot of people like me~~ Here, they are just.....

But still...I am here. Two years in Dietetics. adapting..hahahahahaha

I don't want to be exco, hicom, blah2..the so called "pangkat"..
there this thing we call "responsibility". or "amanah". when you got to take this post - exco2..blah2, you always need to think about responsibility. how well you do the job, the intergrity, how serious you take it, and so on. I....am not sure about that. I mean, when there is something wrong, people will normally blame us (people in charge), BUT, rarely they praise us for our efforts. yeah. people are ungrateful. always.

the other thing I don't like when being this exco2 is I need to deal with people. You know...people. Human. Ningen. Manusia. Insan. They are stupid, fragile, ungrateful, selfish, corrupt, emotional and blah2..(OMG, I am human too). From my experience being a teacher in primary school - not fun. heck. The point is I hate to deal with people. Need to meet these, HEP (huh...), and that.. really tiring. Sorry to say, maybe I dislike people. Maybe.... (what a stupid statement...) Eventhough some are really good, fun and best for company.

but still... I take part in many activities...try to adapt to these environment..and try to be honest in doing job..and try to build intergrity..I dont know what kind of person will I become in the future..

I don't want to be around these kind of people..
I..er, I wish I live with some fun and interesting people...but yet..they are boring~~and I wish the people around me influence me to do good. to be good. well, "bersahabatlah dengan penjual minyak..." so then we get the benefits of it.. maybe I should just live for myself.. hitori wa...

I don't want to take for examination..
I...wish I don't need to answer the exam...but you know, it's the only way to test our knowledge..well, just answer them.."pasrah'

i don't want to write this topic..
eh, really? so what's the mumbling is about? haha..

Although I do not want to do this and that, seems like I am forced to.. I am still trying. Trying to do my best. In everything. Try to have intergrity. Try to be honest. Try to fulfill others' expectation. Yeah. Just Try!!! Try to search for the uncertainty~~

P/S: Ape ko ngarut da... emo punya budak

House MD 5x05 - Lucky Thirteen

a shock news..Dr Hardley aka Thirteen is a...les..yes a lesbian. eh..no. she is a bisexual.....what happen to the world of Western..immorality kinda begun to be accepted. or already is?? when people are too open, these what will happen..

as usual, House will mock and mock her..until he fired her..and then hired back...??

and House acting weird again...by not finish saying words.

"if you're happy, I'm......"

he stopped..with his usual dont care expression..

P/S: still lazy to post pictures...and less writing...

House MD 504 Birthmarks

Haha...i knew it!! i knew they wont fight for so long~~~but it's really nice. House & Wilson friendship. it's a real fun.

and talking about dad. yeah dad. it reminds me. which somehow i am also do not like my dad..yeah...not like in some ways. and i always think u could not get to choose who your parents are. and here stated by Wilson...and actually your friends and also family~~ you just need to live with it...

one thing i like in this episode is, of course - the story of House & Wilson. how they met and bla2..House always acts like a kid, while Wilson is there protecting & enabling him..XD

and this new patient is also cool~~three pins in your head huh?! that one is cool..

P/S: will post pictures later......

House MD 503 Adverse Events

Oh man, it's so big!! Bezoar?

an art male artist submitted as patient after his skill of drawing become worse but he did not realize that. and this is because he have been in three drugs trial..testing the new unapproved drugs. until House found out it was antacid that give him problems. antacid that form a bezoar in the stomach. (like a hairball,made up of undigsted food, get it when stomach acid low, fruit & veg fibers & skins get stick together & form a ball.gets sticky, ferments & grows. starts sucking up some of the pills taken.some inactive but some got released to the body.)

i'm not okayyy!! baby, dont you know that?

and House keeps telling his crew about their own dark secrets..and Taub seems unhappy for that. becoz he wants to keep a good relationship with his wife. no doubtness for her. until he learn something from the patient's relationship with his wife...and it seems that there is something wrong with Taub...maybe he's unfaithful to his wife?

interesting part, House asks Douglas to spy on Cuddy, to find out about her embarassing secret. but Douglas actually into Cuddy~~~he thinks Cuddy is hot.

everyone like roses la...pity Cuddy~~she falls for him lawl.

P/S: this Douglas PI guy is trying to flirt with Cuddy~~XD

House MD 502 Not a Cancer

the episode starts with 4 people that suddenly got fainted.and then we being told that it's because they are all received an organ transplant fom the same donor. and only one patient (a mathematic female teacher) still alive who had a corneal transplant. now House hire a private investigator (PI) named Lucas Douglas with real intention to spy on Wilson, instead helping them investigate about the patients.eventhough it's more effective, but it is costly.and he keeps saying that the patient got cancer.everyone thought it's because he wanna meet Wilson with that reason.

until he found out that her brain, but not brain. (huh?). because the cancer stem cell landing on the recipients organ. for this patient case, it lands on the brain and act like a brain..but it's not really a brain...here's the interesting part..he asks the PI to swap the patient's meds so that they can cut off her upper head and search for the "not brain" part..

and i dont quite understand what is the meaning of the last scene of this episode..where house make a call saying "is there any way i could put you on retainer?"huhu...

Dr. O'shea - just someone he thought can pay him for lunch.

and yeah. they are actually in ice cream truck.

P/S: it seems that House spent a lot of time with this PI...

House MD 501 - Dying Change Everything

House's shock!!

a new patient.a woman had a hallucination. and then thought to be pregnant.but not pregnant. thought to have lymphoma and seem to recover after chemotherapy. until House found out that she got leprosy~~she is 37 but look younger..that's why he knew it. and here we are shown about Thirteen's changing behavior..after found out she's having Huntington.and the real reason of Wilson wanna leave the hospital.it's House.

a "pretty leprosy" huh?!





from the title it refers to House statement that "Almost Dying Change Nothing" but "Dying Change Everything"...







hey Thirteen, listen!!

yeah, you're soo right

P/S: at least i know about leprosy..Huntington..lymphoma~~

Watching List

Currently, all that interesting TV Show and Anime is being aired. Nah, now it is time for me to rock on! Watching with full capacity and adrenaline!! XD

TV Shows:

1 - Prison Break S4 ~~ Episode 08

Episode 01 - Scylla

Episode 02 - Breaking and Entering

Episode 03 - Shut Down

Episode 04 - Eagles and Angels

Episode 05 - Safe and Sound

Episode 06 - Blow Out

Episode 07 - Five the Hard Way

Episode 08 - The Price [23/10/08]

Episode 09 - Greatness Achieved [16/11/08]

2 - Heroes Season 3 ~~ Episode 07

Episode 01 - Second Coming

Episode 02 - The Butterfly Effect

Episode 03 - One of Us, One of Them

Episode 04 - I Am Become Death

Episode 05 - Angels and Monsters [21/10/08]

Episode 06 - Dying of the Light [22/10/08]

Episode 07 - Eris Quod Sum [02/11/08]

3 - House MD Season 5~~ Episode 06

Episode 01 ~ Dying Change Everything

Episode 02 ~ Not a Cancer

Episode 03 ~ Adverse Events

Episode 04 ~ Birthmarks [21/10/08]

Episode 05 ~ Lucky Thirteen [24/10/08]

Episode 06 ~ Joy [03/11/08]

Anime:

1 - Mobile Suit Gundam 00 Second Season - Episode 05

#01 - Angel's Advent
#02 - Twin Drive
#03 - Allelujah Rescue Operation [21/10/08]
#04 - Reason for Fight [01/11/08]
#05 - Burning Homeland [04/11/08]
#06 - Scar [16/11/08]

Assignments, Presentation & Examination

My assignments waiting to be completed:

1 - GTD 208 Nutrition Principle II
Present Probiotics - 13/10 DONE!!!

2 - GEG 208 Human Resources
Report Interview Jbtn. Patologi Kimia - 14/10 DONE!!!

3 - GTU 302 Biostatistic
Assignment Dr Sarimah - 15/10 DONE!!!!

4 - LSP 402 English for Sciences
Interview for MO Post - 15/10 DONE!!!!

5 - GTD 201 Human Nutrition throughout Lifecycle
Present Osteoporosis - 16/10 DONE!!

6 - GTD 201 Human Nutrition throughout Lifecycle
Report Osteoporosis - 19/10 DONE!!

Continuous Assessment (CA)

1 - GEG 103 Health & Fitness [19/10/08] DONE!!

Now it's time to study!!!!

Examination

2/11 - 19/11