Sunday, September 2, 2012
Sejenak aku terfikir.
I've always had it easy.
Maybe because I am the fourth of five.
I cannot not dependent on others.
It's not that I'm not independent, I'm actually really keen to be independent.
I prefer to do things alone.
I'm quite a loner myself.
I believe I can do everything myself.
If not, I would not have gone to study at Kelantan.
The truth is that I wish to go much more far away.
Japan, I thought. If not, Johor.
And then, there come your parents.
I know it's their responsibilities. To worry.
But back then they just never realized that their son has grown up.
19 is a grown up right.
Why couldn't they let us think for ourselves.
I guess I can understand why Narushima Ryo did it. Such a crazy idea. If you read Shamo, you would understand.
As of now, you are always been helpful.
I know you have other things to worry, you can though, not worrying about me.
I have my plans.
Maybe it's not realistic. Unpractical.
Maybe I can't achieve it.
But at least I'll do my best.
ganbare, is it right, YUI-san?
I appreciate what you're doing.
And I appreciate this life.